Calling it Even
Millicent Borges Accardi
loosely after Psalm 14
And everyone you have ever known undresses
back into who they thought they were
meant to be, saying, “There is no God.”
Like all fools, we are corrupt and have trouble
gathering in groups, supposedly working
on nothing together, which is not often
possible. The tether and the teeth of transition,
problems sorting themselves out before we aim
to move through the land of committing
our evil deeds. None of us others are mortgaged
when we are being good, or even practicing
at what is good in each evil deed, mostly
in ourselves. We are immeasurable, being
foolish as we search the daylight for
what God is on the page. On the Venice boardwalk
where the hawkers ask if we want our name
etched on a grain of rice, they nestle us into
the notion of love for the price of three t shirts.
We are surprised when the purchase bullets
through the sea air into the globe of us.
Tossed in our general direction without a third
thought of language as Harry Perry roller-skates
by with a suede backpack. We sop up Ray’s pizza
in our greasy hands, standing next to the Pacific
Ocean of our sanity, out of all who have turned
away from our heritage, none of us knows
how to eat bread anymore, or how to turn the page.
Men and women. Others and others. We shift
like dyed colors, bleeding into each other.